Friday, February 15, 2008 10:35 pm
Pls take a rest..
Initially wanted to tell him tt i will be going over to gp tml..so may(or definitly) have the chance to see him.
But then juz now he replied and said tt he will need to go over to toa payoh again tml..
And so i juz swallowed the words..
I dun wanna let him know tt i wanna see him tml..
Cause he will then feel sorry again for not able to acc me..
He told me he miss home again..
I told him tt whenever he misses home, juz close his eyes..let his mind wonder to the past memories where he is still in China with his parents..
Cause deliberately stopping urself from thinking will cause u even more pain..
My sis told me tt doesnt i feel it's a burden whenever he tells me this..
And at every date he will tell me tt he misses home but not misses me..
And tt i wll feel tire in the LR de...
I dont know..
All i know know is tt he really misses home..
he is only able to go back once every 2 yrs..
sometimes even longer..
But it's better tt he tells me all these rather then keeping everything to himself ritez?
Anyway, there will be a chinese new year gathering at my house tml..
Will be having steamboat and i think will also have a mahjong session which involves no curency..
Btw, he called a few seconds ago..hahahahahahaha..=)